Sunday, September 21, 2008
Future In His Hands?
Okay, so this is an off topic post... But now I think I'm going to be switching into two sciences next semester o_O. I know, sudden "not pure business" anymore... and it's honestly probably going to kill me hahaha. But the thing is...I've been reflecting a lot and thinking a lot about what I'm blessed with and my future as well, and now my perspective has sort of changed a lot. I wanted to do business mainly because it's honestly pretty easy, not that hard, always in high demand, and basically a relatively stable area of study to go into. But then along came these past few days of super challenging my perspective on life, and now gg to me. Hahaha. I realized like... I am, honestly speaking, gifted academically...like in maths, sciences, english, everything just most of the time comes easily. I didn't really try much, well like at all, but it's only because God blessed me academically wise. After much thinking, I sort of realized that sure, business is in demand. Sure business is pretty stable. Sure it'll be professional and respected, but only on a worldly level. My question to myself is: Would going into business help me achieve a 360 lifestyle of serving Him right? Or is there something else I can do that would better serve as a tool for me to have a 360 lifestyle of worship to Him. After all, that's basically my goal for this year. To start understanding what 360 lifestyle of worship to Him really is. And like... to keep my options open is to give me the chance to apply for most things. If I take two sciences, I'll ideally have: English, French, Calc, Adv. Functions, Accounting, Economics, Physics and Chemistry as my 8 courses. That basically means I'm well off in terms of prerequisites to a LOT of different programs. If God suddenly puts it in my heart to do or be a certain thing, then I really want to be ready to respond. It's gunna stress me more, but I really don't know. It'll be really stressful but I think its a step of faith? To like.. open up my future, to put it into His hands 100%. Cause business is just my lazy way out... but laziness is a sin. God's will is something so valuable right? And like.. opening my options to be ready for when He tells me what to do is what's on my mind right now. I want to be ready to respond to His will for me. But the question is if I'm ready to step out of my comfortable laziness, and really start working hard for my future. I think it's really time I grow up in my laziness, to set things straight and start being more serious. Even though I'm gr.11, with one more year to go. One year isn't going to be that long. And when time flies by, next thing I know, I'll be facing a lot more than just not doing homework or extra history classes. I'll be facing the paths of my future, and I've decided that it's up to Him.
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