"I built a fortress, With a hundred thousand faces. I'll keep it safe, With a hundred thousand more. But these masks are wearing thin, As You draw me in. I spent my time, On the empty and the fleeting. I spent my life, On much less than I'd dreamed. But I'm reaching out to You, To make me new. Cause I am just a beggar here at Your door, I am just a shipwreck here on Your shore. I come empty handed ,Ready to see. Your life in me changing who I've been,To who I need to be. You tell me my story, As You sift between the pages. I feel redemption, In the space between each turn. Could You take me in Your arms, And tell it just once more? Could You take me in Your arms, And tell it just once more? Cause I am just a beggar here at Your door, I am just a shipwreck here on Your shore. I come empty handed ,Ready to see. Your life in me changing who I've been,To who I need to be ."
~ Starfield
I love how God sends His angels to us.
I love how God sends His people to us.
I love how God sends His messengers to us.
Yet He's right beside us all the time.
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows. If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort."
~ 2 Corinthians 1:3-7
My ability to hate myself has always surprised me. My capacity to let go is that of zero. I love how... many people come to me and tell me "You're so wise" "You're so understanding" "Thanks for the mental beating" "Thanks for helping me get back on track." And yet, it's like.. the beauty in the broken, because deep down inside, I'm the one whose broken. The past few years have left wounds which arent yet healed. I thought they were scars by now, but I guess not. Within the past year, there has been a burden on my heart, regarding a certain past friend of mine. I wish I could let go. I wish I could forgive.
"If he sins against you seven times in one day, and says that he is sorry each time, forgive him."
~Luke 17:4
Tonight has been so frustrating but eye opening. Thank you, I love you. Thank you for reminding me to make myself right with God. Thank you for caring enough and loving me enough to stay with me and talk with me into the late hours of the night. Thanks for showing me God's love. Thanks for being a blessing. Thank you for guiding me and opening up my eyes. Thank you for reminding me of God's will for me. Thanks for reminding me of everything God has given to me. Thanks for making me more than what I would be on my own.Thank You God, for sending me an angel on my path.
I love you <3.
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